Tuesday, May 5, 2009

The inside world

I started seeing my life as an a puzzle of three worlds. Of course it is a puzzle of many more worlds or realities which we may perceive.
My material life has being giving me many troubles in the past years.
I would like to make some more space for my intellect, thought I cant say that inspite of every obstacle I met, I didn't make progress.
I feel that life has, or should be made of three parts.
We should, or I should devote one third of my time on the material world and my body, one third of my time to my spirit and my intellectual pursuits and one third of my time to my emotional pursuits.
These worlds or fields are interwoven and affect each other. Though a grade or some separation would help me a lot to make a structured progress in all fields.
Instead of thinking how to win Alexander. Somehow my love to him, helps me overcome my envy.
But, will my spirit accept and conform to the new rules?
The problem with our times is that the fields of knowledge are so many and so complicated that it is a very difficult sport to keep the balance.
And though knowledge is not enough to survive and pure bodily force is necessary.

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